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Hi, I'm Dinda. I've been alive since 11 December 1996. I'm a Senior High School student. I lived in a simple house, with my Mom, Dad, and a big sister. I love them, but sometimes, there's a time when I need to be alone. I'm a kind of girl that... people said that I'm a quite girl, but seriously, they're right, but also wrong. I'm quite in front of strangers, I think. And people that's not really close with me. But I'm fussy enough, when I was with my best friend, big family (like, cousins), and people who know me since I was little. But I'm a quite girl in home. I don't know why. With my Dad, he's a quite man. So we talked when we need to talk. With my Sister, she's really, really, fussy girl, so I don't really like to talk with her that much. With my Mom, she's.... uhm... we had a normal talks, actually.
I'm a sagittarian, people said that I'm blunt. That's true. I think that's why people don't really like me. Maybe I've hurt them with my words or something. I'm sorry for that. But seriously, I think that 'painful truth' is better than 'sweet lie'. If they could think from a positive way, they should see my opinion as something like constructive criticism. It should be motivate them to change. Not blaming me because my thoughts. Ugh... by the way with that sentences, you could see, that I don't really like it if people blame me. I MUST see the proof that I wrong, as I show them the proof that I right. You might think that I'm a stubborn. That's true. That personality comes from Dad. Moreover, I'm a perfectionist person. I hate being like that, actually. Like, everything must be perfect. Because, when something that I've done isn't perfect, I could mess it up until that thing goes worst than it should be and I have to re-build it. So.... that's it.(Maybe) my worst attitude. But I love being myself, even though I know, those personalities is bad, and sometimes I hate myself for being like that. 
I love chocolate, because it's......... I don't know why, but you get it right? I mean, who the hell that doesn't love chocolate? :D I'm a HUGE fan of Taylor Swift. She's inspire me. Also Ed Sheeran. He's a sweet dude like ever! I love anything about rain. The smell of rain (petrichor), being in a rain, and... whatever it is when it's rain. I LOVE it when it's a night, and I'm about to sleep, and it's rain. The water drops on the roof leads me to sleep. ♥
Things that I hate? I hate it when I cried in front of people. It makes me look weak. So whenever my tears want to show up, I'm trying as hell to hold it. Until there's no one there, and I let it streaming down my face when I'm alone. I found this post on tumblr, and I love it. It describe everything: