It's finally June!

Halloooooo, maapin nih minggu kemarin gak posting, tugas numpuk nih huhu, pdhl mau UKK -__- postnya mau curhat ah hahaha :p

Talks about June.... First June is... not really that good... but it just fun, because of biology practical.  But it's not really THAT fun, actually. Aaaand, ICS hasn't come yet, and the damn is my package of internet is off on 7 P.M. I asked to my Mom, to renewing the package, but she decline it because of my semester exams. Well, it's not a problem actually, beside I have another connection from my phone... another bad thing about today is... some plan just cancelled because of the traffict. It's stuck. 

BTW about June, I'd talk about my transfer. Have I mention it that I don't like for being anything on my school? Yeah. But, do you know how much my class had something different, lately? And it just... comfort me for being in there. The people is. I mean, my friends is. It's not about the teacher, because the teacher is.... *woops some text missing :p* 

I'm starting to think about, "what if I go? could I still had a communication with them? but, everyone knows, that there's 'end' on 'friEND'. But I don't want it happen. So this is my thanks for you, guys. Thanks for making me forgot about the school. Forgot about what happened to me last year. And forgot about every suck things in there." But then, I think for twice, "even does I stay, will we together again? In a same class? Will we, ROFLing in a same situation? Things will change. I mean, we couldn't be in a same class, right?" *sight*

I've talked about my transfer to my homeroom, yesterday. Like, how's the procedure. And then, she asked me, "why did you want to move?" And I said, "It's about the distance, my home is too far from here" And she get the reason, but then she gave me some advice that touch my heart. Gave me some pray, and it just... I was just, speechlessly smiled.

But you know what, whatever I finally feel for that school. I'll still transfer. It's for my future, and my parents have already prepared all things for it. So, this is the end. I mean, next week is the semester exams, and the next week after the exams done, it's a report of my studies. And after that moment. I'm done on there. I really done. 

That's true for "don't judge book by its cover". That school is... not as bad as I thought. I mean, there's at least something that good on it. That's also true that "you don't know how worth something, until you lose it". 

God, I actually should post about this school on a new post. This thing is already Out Of TITLE!! LOL! But, seriously. I don't care =)) I mean, this is my blog, whatever I want, right? =))

I still can't believe it, it's finally a year. I feel like, it just yesterday, I non-stopped cried for like a week. It just yesterday, I take my first step on that school, and look arround on it, and I was just rolling my eyes all the time. It just yesterday, I'm asking for my senior authograps. It just yesterday, I sat on there, rising my hand, saying 'hi!' to new friends. It just yesterday, I said 'I'm tired of school' everyday to my mom. It just yesterday, I have a bestfriend like them. It just yesterday, I got a tweetwar with my classmates. It just yesterday, I refuse to join english club, and saying some words to my english teacher, and it just suprised all people in class. It just yesterday, I'm not attending national independence ceremony. It just yesterday, I asked my mom to write a letter every Saturday, just because I don't want to join extraculicullar. Dammit, while I wrote this sentence, my winamp, and it's played "Goodbye" by Secondhand Serenade. "It's time to say goodbye, it's time to say goodbye~" Damn, I hold my tears :))

Time passed so fast, didn't it? I know. And everything's done is done. It's a history. Couldn't happen for the second time. Couldn't be changed. It just... a past.

"The begining is always the hardest. But when you done it, you'd gonna be enjoy the middle of the story. But when you finally reach the ending, its gonna be hard for you to letting go, and start the hardest part again. It goes on and on and on.."

P.S: I wasn't checked  this post afrer I write it. So, if there's any typos on there. I'm sorry.. ._.v 

I'm not sure for posting a post next week because of my exam, but when it comes to ICS, I'd post the screenshoot ;;)